Scared out of my mind!

I'm leaving for Japan on summer project in about a week or so. I'm coleading this one, and I am scared out of my mind. I'm scared about raising support, scared about talking to people, scared about what God will do with our lives. This will be my fourth summer project and it is in no way easier. Actually, the fact that it's my fourth one, makes me so much more sensitive to the little things that need to be done to pull something like this off. This just means I have to depend on the Lord that much more now. It is terrifying how much I have to give up. But I give it gladly.